Somebody slap me. (random thoughts)

In a strange, accidental way, I catch myself fantasizing about living in with T. Someone should slap me.

Or I should get myself out of this rut.

I never knew how relieve truely feels until I just unloaded like one week’s worth of bursting-at-the-seams-secrets on my sister. Suddenly it feels so much better having someone share in my secrets. Suddenly.

Also, how do you trust in someone who is just like you, who cannot be entrusted with trust? How do you know if that someone feels the same way?

How do you walk away from someone who has put in so much for you, who has so much hope with you? How do you walk away from all that, leaving all these behind?

How?

How do you step into the unknown not knowing what lies ahead? Without hurting anyone else, without even hurting yourself in the end?

How do you walk away from something knowing that if you do throw yourself into it, it will have no happy ending? In fact, it may have no ending at all?

How do you do all that, and walk away not being the ultimate loser?

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2 Comments

  1. So many questions…You don’t get trust unless you can be trusted. We all live & learn. Be quick to make decisions that are well thought through and be slow to change your decision. Try to achieve a win-win situation where possible (doesn’t always happen) and do the right thing. The future is always unknown, else you’d be a zillionaire by now šŸ˜‰ You know what good values are, follow them always and you’ll always come out the winner babe.

  2. sometimes you just have to walk away. trust is something you have to have both ways. you have to be trusted as does the other person. if neither can be trusted move on. lack of trust is a train wreck waiting to happen.


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